feeling LOW...

"刚开始的感情，是因为爱；稳定的感情，是习惯；习惯有他在的日子，那就是幸福" post by her.
and i miss her so much. she left me 3years ago...im still missing her.

Few days ago, FB was celebrating 10th anniversary... and launch a LookBack video to show what u have done with fb all the time, all the post, all the memory...

my first thought was...since it's gonna be fun just give a try, why not.
when i hit on the first play...i was hoping to see her appear on the video, no matter a photo, comment, post...even just name...but it gave me disappointment.

but then, luckily my present her appearing quite much in the video.
i love u. =)

sometime, i dare not to express too much about me and past her feeling or memory cause it might be not fair to present her. all i can do is just absorb by myself. 

A past is always will be the past, precious what u having now and treasure every single moment. 

I open my eyes， I have you in my world

I open my eyes， I have you in my world

Does it make you wonder?

Is it karma or is it fate

Is it you, or is it me

Oh does it really make you falter

Does it make you want to believe?

It is true, you’re like nobody else

I open my eyes; I have you in my world

Dear~i still miss u so badly...

hope u are doing fine in the heaven.

=)

If i whisper your name? Will i see u?

Another 20days...it is our 2nd aniversary...

Another 2months...it is your 1st aniversary...

Anywhere u are, im near

anywhere u go, I'll be there 

anytime u whisper my name, u'll see...

How about if i whisper your name? Will i see u?

(our only "oversea" trip at hatyai, sep'2010)

Gosh, i miss u so badly...

短暂的快乐,只能让我短暂的忘记过去。

It is so true.
 This year, something is missing out on my birthday...
but luckily, i still have bunch of friends to made my day on my big day.

 Last year, she were plan to surprise me out on my birthday.
Bring me to the place i never been...celebrate it with me.
Honestly these was the first birthday that i celebrate with my own gf.
 Make me feel good...memory deep in my heart.

 I been busy and running around lately. work and play,
Finding my own happiness with friends...
sometime i did hope she was here to share my joy with...
 Sometime when come to the god damn lonesome night,
make me feel hard after all this and that.

 "Why?"
Always appeared in my mind.
 How are u over there???

=')

I've missed you since you've been away

I would hold you in my armsI would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

If I had just one more day, 

I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away

seriously...it is still HURT!

today is my lunar month birthday...
i still recall my memory...

i used to force her to remember this day...

as i go visit her in this morning...

i found out...

my tear will still fall whenever i see her and think about her...

sometime i was thinking of looking someone for chit-chat...

but...not the right to chat with too...

when come out with friends, i choose for the happiness...

but not my emo expression...im still covering myself...
sometime all i need is just a hug...=P

i guess i make this blog alive...

just to for me to descried how i feel... 

at least a place to release my emotion...?!

some of u will still come back to this blog...

a big thanks to u all...i do mean it...

and u know who u are...=)