seriously...it is still HURT!

today is my lunar month birthday...
i still recall my memory...

i used to force her to remember this day...

as i go visit her in this morning...

i found out...

my tear will still fall whenever i see her and think about her...

sometime i was thinking of looking someone for chit-chat...

but...not the right to chat with too...

when come out with friends, i choose for the happiness...

but not my emo expression...im still covering myself...
sometime all i need is just a hug...=P

i guess i make this blog alive...

just to for me to descried how i feel... 

at least a place to release my emotion...?!

some of u will still come back to this blog...

a big thanks to u all...i do mean it...

and u know who u are...=)

how are u? =)

I miss u so badly my dear...=(

是不是這樣的夜晚你才會這樣的想起我

"what if"

不勉强你再为了我

心不在留不留都是痛

我可以抱你吗 宝贝

容我最后一次这样叫你

你也不得已

我会笑笑地离去

sometime i was thinking...

what if 1 day, 

i forget about her smile...

what if,

i forget about her tears...

what if,

i forget about her hugs...

what if,

i forget about how good she been to me...

what if,

i forget about her sound...

what if, what if....

im still feeling so hard sometime,

when i look into something and it mind remind me of something,

or even recall some of the memory...

seriously, i really scare of "what if"

 从几时开始,我变得多愁善感... 

眼泪变得那么的浅... 

容易对些人事物,勾起你我两的回忆??? 

我讨厌寂寞的夜里... 

我怀念拥抱的感觉... 

我需要聆听的耳朵... 

 还记得 

你对我的最后的一句话竟然是... 

byebye!!! 

 有时想想,我还真的不甘心... 

 你放心...我会好好的. =)

what kind of mood i having now?

In this holiday season, and so the lonely night...

I'm so so down...feel cold deep in my heart...

I really need u need u now...:(

And then she ask me...do i look alright?

And i say u look wonderful tonight..

YOU

it is YOU in my mind recently,

cant stop flowing around my mind...

sometime i think i smell YOU...

sometime i think i dream of YOU...

sometime i did hope that YOU are here for me...

sometime i do need your to talk with me...

i miss YOU like hell...i do mean it...

='(

a little bit of emoooo....

guess this the most emotional song can only express my mood now.

been playing this song and over again...

"good job, Adele" =)

"someone like you"

I heard

That you're settled down

That you

Found a girl

And you'RE

Married now

I heard

That your dreams came true

I guess she gave you things

I didn't give to you

OLD friend

Why ARE you so shy

Ain't like you to hold back

Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it

I hoped you'd see my face and THAT YOU'D be reminded

That for me

It isn't over

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Yeah

You know how the time flies

Only yesterday

It was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze

Bound by the surprise

Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it

I hoped you'd see my face and THAT YOU'D be reminded

That for me

It isn't over

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares

No worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes

And memories made

Who would have known

How bittersweet

This would taste

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead