lonely night making me feeling so hard...=(

more than 5months than she had left me behind she...

im still miss her so badly...

before i started with her...i used to be alone...

after that...she thought me about how great when somebody was there for u sometime...

maybe we know each other for a few years...making us just that closed in that relationship...

staring in my contacts...ton of number...but non of them i can talk to...

all my emotions... happiness...sadness...no one know...

sometime when meet up with friends, they ask "are u ok with that matter?"

all i can do is just cover up myself and reply "sure. i've let go d..." =)

but how easy to did "letting it go" instead of speak it out?

after these time, tonight...my tears drop once again for u...

='(

孤單 是一個人的狂歡
狂歡 是一群人的孤單
愛情 原來的開始是陪伴
但我也漸漸地遺忘
當時是怎樣有人陪伴
我一個人吃飯 旅行 到處走走停停
也一個人看書 寫信 自己對話談心
只是心又飄到了哪裡
就連自己看也看不清
我想我不僅僅是失去你

shit~=(

god damn it...im a dead man for now on~hope it will get it solves well~=(

if it really happen...will i be brave enough come through it...

what im suppose to do?=(

scaring~~~haha...

It’s the 4th weeks i started work d....

but today my office is scaring me...

too silent d....

cause our GM went out to meeting this morning and havent come back yet....

without her voice, the whole office like less something...

hahahhaha...

so far my current work is still good...

last week were helping the IT department to do some miss deduction....

damn a lot...==!!!

currently i have move to my new house in KL at sri petaling....

with my new housemates

George(Pg, but actual KL people), Andy(Dutch Malaysian,

Himat(my first Singh friend) and Ebin(Indian)...hehe=)

everyone is just so nice....

the funny thing is....the third day we move in....

next to our block got people suicide d....from 17th floor.....=(

we stay at 18th floor....hope that i wont break the record...hahaha....choi~~~

im coming back to PG this weekend...

miss all of my friendssss and also my family....love u all...

back to normal life...

just get free with helping on the nine emperor festival....

a lot of things happen before the festival....

but through the busying during this 10 days....

i totally like forgot every things d....

now if wanna write it down also like nothing to write it out...

sad~~~

im heading down to kl working d...

will start to work after i come back from my hometown d...

but i really miss pg....=(

will going back to my hometown at this coming tuesday....

hope to see all of my friends again...=(

better feel....

believe one thing....

once u have done a good thing,

u will get good in return...

feeling better d...that's why i always like to do good stuffs...

making thing wonderful....=)

back to pg....

just wake up....hahahhaha...

didnt u all know...making other people happy is the most happies thing....

hahhahhaa....

RIP for my V3....it spoilt because of heavy rain last night...

hahahhahaha....like a phone fall in toilet bowl....hahhaha...

i really getting boring of my life lately...after wake up d...got nothing to do...

really sad...must force myself to do something meaningful...

work more harder for my interview...because im going to sleep at the ATM d......

hahahhaha.....and keep saying...give me RM2...eat...plaese....hahahhahhaha.....

and happy birthday to adrian and sotong....

may all of your wishes come true...all the best...

P/S: adrian let's go to the casino together....hahahhaha.....

tiring....back in KL...

just back to kl from kuching....damn sleepy now....

thinking of sleeping d....wanna sleep soon....

hhahahahha.......

just now my dad, mom, grandmom, and brother also accompanying to the airport....

and my cousin jia ming too....and another i never expect that she will be appeare...

that is KARYN....thank you for u accompanying me at the airport....

see u all in another 3 weeks time....hehehhe....

penang im coming later in the afternoon....

hahhahaha....wait for me~~~