If i whisper your name? Will i see u?

Another 20days...it is our 2nd aniversary...

Another 2months...it is your 1st aniversary...

Anywhere u are, im near

anywhere u go, I'll be there 

anytime u whisper my name, u'll see...

How about if i whisper your name? Will i see u?

(our only "oversea" trip at hatyai, sep'2010)

Gosh, i miss u so badly...

短暂的快乐,只能让我短暂的忘记过去。

It is so true.
 This year, something is missing out on my birthday...
but luckily, i still have bunch of friends to made my day on my big day.

 Last year, she were plan to surprise me out on my birthday.
Bring me to the place i never been...celebrate it with me.
Honestly these was the first birthday that i celebrate with my own gf.
 Make me feel good...memory deep in my heart.

 I been busy and running around lately. work and play,
Finding my own happiness with friends...
sometime i did hope she was here to share my joy with...
 Sometime when come to the god damn lonesome night,
make me feel hard after all this and that.

 "Why?"
Always appeared in my mind.
 How are u over there???

=')

I've missed you since you've been away

I would hold you in my armsI would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

If I had just one more day, 

I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away

seriously...it is still HURT!

today is my lunar month birthday...
i still recall my memory...

i used to force her to remember this day...

as i go visit her in this morning...

i found out...

my tear will still fall whenever i see her and think about her...

sometime i was thinking of looking someone for chit-chat...

but...not the right to chat with too...

when come out with friends, i choose for the happiness...

but not my emo expression...im still covering myself...
sometime all i need is just a hug...=P

i guess i make this blog alive...

just to for me to descried how i feel... 

at least a place to release my emotion...?!

some of u will still come back to this blog...

a big thanks to u all...i do mean it...

and u know who u are...=)

how are u? =)

I miss u so badly my dear...=(

是不是這樣的夜晚你才會這樣的想起我

"what if"

不勉强你再为了我

心不在留不留都是痛

我可以抱你吗 宝贝

容我最后一次这样叫你

你也不得已

我会笑笑地离去

sometime i was thinking...

what if 1 day, 

i forget about her smile...

what if,

i forget about her tears...

what if,

i forget about her hugs...

what if,

i forget about how good she been to me...

what if,

i forget about her sound...

what if, what if....

im still feeling so hard sometime,

when i look into something and it mind remind me of something,

or even recall some of the memory...

seriously, i really scare of "what if"