If i whisper your name? Will i see u?

Another 20days...it is our 2nd aniversary...

Another 2months...it is your 1st aniversary...

Anywhere u are, im near

anywhere u go, I'll be there 

anytime u whisper my name, u'll see...

How about if i whisper your name? Will i see u?

(our only "oversea" trip at hatyai, sep'2010)

Gosh, i miss u so badly...

短暂的快乐,只能让我短暂的忘记过去。

It is so true.
 This year, something is missing out on my birthday...
but luckily, i still have bunch of friends to made my day on my big day.

 Last year, she were plan to surprise me out on my birthday.
Bring me to the place i never been...celebrate it with me.
Honestly these was the first birthday that i celebrate with my own gf.
 Make me feel good...memory deep in my heart.

 I been busy and running around lately. work and play,
Finding my own happiness with friends...
sometime i did hope she was here to share my joy with...
 Sometime when come to the god damn lonesome night,
make me feel hard after all this and that.

 "Why?"
Always appeared in my mind.
 How are u over there???

=')

I've missed you since you've been away

I would hold you in my armsI would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

If I had just one more day, 

I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away

seriously...it is still HURT!

today is my lunar month birthday...
i still recall my memory...

i used to force her to remember this day...

as i go visit her in this morning...

i found out...

my tear will still fall whenever i see her and think about her...

sometime i was thinking of looking someone for chit-chat...

but...not the right to chat with too...

when come out with friends, i choose for the happiness...

but not my emo expression...im still covering myself...
sometime all i need is just a hug...=P

i guess i make this blog alive...

just to for me to descried how i feel... 

at least a place to release my emotion...?!

some of u will still come back to this blog...

a big thanks to u all...i do mean it...

and u know who u are...=)

how are u? =)

I miss u so badly my dear...=(

是不是這樣的夜晚你才會這樣的想起我

"what if"

不勉强你再为了我

心不在留不留都是痛

我可以抱你吗 宝贝

容我最后一次这样叫你

你也不得已

我会笑笑地离去

sometime i was thinking...

what if 1 day, 

i forget about her smile...

what if,

i forget about her tears...

what if,

i forget about her hugs...

what if,

i forget about how good she been to me...

what if,

i forget about her sound...

what if, what if....

im still feeling so hard sometime,

when i look into something and it mind remind me of something,

or even recall some of the memory...

seriously, i really scare of "what if"

 从几时开始,我变得多愁善感... 

眼泪变得那么的浅... 

容易对些人事物,勾起你我两的回忆??? 

我讨厌寂寞的夜里... 

我怀念拥抱的感觉... 

我需要聆听的耳朵... 

 还记得 

你对我的最后的一句话竟然是... 

byebye!!! 

 有时想想,我还真的不甘心... 

 你放心...我会好好的. =)

what kind of mood i having now?

In this holiday season, and so the lonely night...

I'm so so down...feel cold deep in my heart...

I really need u need u now...:(

And then she ask me...do i look alright?

And i say u look wonderful tonight..

YOU

it is YOU in my mind recently,

cant stop flowing around my mind...

sometime i think i smell YOU...

sometime i think i dream of YOU...

sometime i did hope that YOU are here for me...

sometime i do need your to talk with me...

i miss YOU like hell...i do mean it...

='(

a little bit of emoooo....

guess this the most emotional song can only express my mood now.

been playing this song and over again...

"good job, Adele" =)

"someone like you"

I heard

That you're settled down

That you

Found a girl

And you'RE

Married now

I heard

That your dreams came true

I guess she gave you things

I didn't give to you

OLD friend

Why ARE you so shy

Ain't like you to hold back

Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it

I hoped you'd see my face and THAT YOU'D be reminded

That for me

It isn't over

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Yeah

You know how the time flies

Only yesterday

It was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze

Bound by the surprise

Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it

I hoped you'd see my face and THAT YOU'D be reminded

That for me

It isn't over

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares

No worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes

And memories made

Who would have known

How bittersweet

This would taste

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

The one and only celebration me and her. =)

To celebrate her birthday, i search for a lot restaurant in pg.

Even through ipoh, cause there is a restaurant name "josephine".

but after all of the consideration, i had choose 1 in pg.

And then...before we start over the dinner,

i told her that i book the entire restaurant for just u and me.

Of course she look at me with doubtful eye. XD

but eating halfway...she told there is a indian guy coming in...i turn over directly then she laugh at me cause my lies just broke...hahahha (but luckily that indian wasnt come for dinner, just asking for direction from the waiter.)

but it is nice dinner that, they did serve both of u for the night only.

equally to i book up the entire restaurant...hahhaha...

i told her...dont expect too much...i just bringing u eat at roadside only...XD

meal that she took...she almost cant finish it~hahaha =P

She never expect i actually buy her a stalk of flower again...(i send her one in her office at morning.) but it is worth it cause i saw the happiness from her. =D

finally both of us having a photo. =)

Happy birthday to u yea..grad that i got u as my lover for a year. =)

i miss these dayss.....see 1year just pass over like this...

ok stop here...my tear is about to cross my eye d. ='(

祝你生日～快樂! =)

Happy birthday to u yea my dear~!

I suppose u own my day today.

but i miss the celebration with u last year.

too bad it was the only and the last. =(

and still "WHY?!" =(

我知道傷心不能改變什麼
那麼　讓我誠實一點
誠實　而沒有不能控制的宣洩
只要關上了門　不必理誰

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裡面
手機　讓他休息一夜
難　想切割切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過　十二點

生日快樂　我對自己說　蠟燭點了　寂寞涼了
生日快樂　淚也融了　我要謝謝你給的　你拿走的一切

還愛你　帶一點恨　還要時間　才能平衡
熱戀傷痕　畫面重生　祝我生日～快樂

半年那么就过了。。。

Tomorrow is your birthday d...i suppose to celebrate with u...

but u leave me behind...

time flies... half year just pass by like that...

dont worry...i will be good =)

Happy birthday to u...u must have a healthy life in the coming life.

=D

在東京鐵塔　第一次眺望
看燈火模仿　墜落的星光
我終於到達　但卻更悲傷
一個人完成　我們的夢想

你總說　時間還很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天　就有以後

想念是會呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛　看你的信會痛　連沈默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛　它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛　恨不懂你會痛　想見不能見最痛

沒看你臉上　張揚過哀傷
那是種多麼　寂寞的倔強
你拆了城牆　讓我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆綁

你沒說　你也會軟弱　需要倚賴我
我就裝不曉得　自由移動　自我地過

我發誓不再說謊了　多愛你就會抱你多緊的
我的微笑都假了　靈魂像飄浮著　你在就好了

我發誓不讓你等候　陪你做想做的無論什麼
我越來越像貝殼　怕心被人觸碰　你回來那就好了

能重來那就好了

lonely night making me feeling so hard...=(

more than 5months than she had left me behind she...

im still miss her so badly...

before i started with her...i used to be alone...

after that...she thought me about how great when somebody was there for u sometime...

maybe we know each other for a few years...making us just that closed in that relationship...

staring in my contacts...ton of number...but non of them i can talk to...

all my emotions... happiness...sadness...no one know...

sometime when meet up with friends, they ask "are u ok with that matter?"

all i can do is just cover up myself and reply "sure. i've let go d..." =)

but how easy to did "letting it go" instead of speak it out?

after these time, tonight...my tears drop once again for u...

='(

孤單 是一個人的狂歡
狂歡 是一群人的孤單
愛情 原來的開始是陪伴
但我也漸漸地遺忘
當時是怎樣有人陪伴
我一個人吃飯 旅行 到處走走停停
也一個人看書 寫信 自己對話談心
只是心又飄到了哪裡
就連自己看也看不清
我想我不僅僅是失去你