what kind of mood i having now?

In this holiday season, and so the lonely night...

I'm so so down...feel cold deep in my heart...

I really need u need u now...:(

And then she ask me...do i look alright?

And i say u look wonderful tonight..

YOU

it is YOU in my mind recently,

cant stop flowing around my mind...

sometime i think i smell YOU...

sometime i think i dream of YOU...

sometime i did hope that YOU are here for me...

sometime i do need your to talk with me...

i miss YOU like hell...i do mean it...

='(

a little bit of emoooo....

guess this the most emotional song can only express my mood now.

been playing this song and over again...

"good job, Adele" =)

"someone like you"

I heard

That you're settled down

That you

Found a girl

And you'RE

Married now

I heard

That your dreams came true

I guess she gave you things

I didn't give to you

OLD friend

Why ARE you so shy

Ain't like you to hold back

Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it

I hoped you'd see my face and THAT YOU'D be reminded

That for me

It isn't over

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Yeah

You know how the time flies

Only yesterday

It was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze

Bound by the surprise

Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it

I hoped you'd see my face and THAT YOU'D be reminded

That for me

It isn't over

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares

No worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes

And memories made

Who would have known

How bittersweet

This would taste

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Nevermind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best

For you too

Don't forget me

I begGED

I'll remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

The one and only celebration me and her. =)

To celebrate her birthday, i search for a lot restaurant in pg.

Even through ipoh, cause there is a restaurant name "josephine".

but after all of the consideration, i had choose 1 in pg.

And then...before we start over the dinner,

i told her that i book the entire restaurant for just u and me.

Of course she look at me with doubtful eye. XD

but eating halfway...she told there is a indian guy coming in...i turn over directly then she laugh at me cause my lies just broke...hahahha (but luckily that indian wasnt come for dinner, just asking for direction from the waiter.)

but it is nice dinner that, they did serve both of u for the night only.

equally to i book up the entire restaurant...hahhaha...

i told her...dont expect too much...i just bringing u eat at roadside only...XD

meal that she took...she almost cant finish it~hahaha =P

She never expect i actually buy her a stalk of flower again...(i send her one in her office at morning.) but it is worth it cause i saw the happiness from her. =D

finally both of us having a photo. =)

Happy birthday to u yea..grad that i got u as my lover for a year. =)

i miss these dayss.....see 1year just pass over like this...

ok stop here...my tear is about to cross my eye d. ='(

祝你生日～快樂! =)

Happy birthday to u yea my dear~!

I suppose u own my day today.

but i miss the celebration with u last year.

too bad it was the only and the last. =(

and still "WHY?!" =(

我知道傷心不能改變什麼
那麼　讓我誠實一點
誠實　而沒有不能控制的宣洩
只要關上了門　不必理誰

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裡面
手機　讓他休息一夜
難　想切割切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過　十二點

生日快樂　我對自己說　蠟燭點了　寂寞涼了
生日快樂　淚也融了　我要謝謝你給的　你拿走的一切

還愛你　帶一點恨　還要時間　才能平衡
熱戀傷痕　畫面重生　祝我生日～快樂

半年那么就过了。。。

Tomorrow is your birthday d...i suppose to celebrate with u...

but u leave me behind...

time flies... half year just pass by like that...

dont worry...i will be good =)

Happy birthday to u...u must have a healthy life in the coming life.

=D

在東京鐵塔　第一次眺望
看燈火模仿　墜落的星光
我終於到達　但卻更悲傷
一個人完成　我們的夢想

你總說　時間還很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天　就有以後

想念是會呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛　看你的信會痛　連沈默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛　它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛　恨不懂你會痛　想見不能見最痛

沒看你臉上　張揚過哀傷
那是種多麼　寂寞的倔強
你拆了城牆　讓我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆綁

你沒說　你也會軟弱　需要倚賴我
我就裝不曉得　自由移動　自我地過

我發誓不再說謊了　多愛你就會抱你多緊的
我的微笑都假了　靈魂像飄浮著　你在就好了

我發誓不讓你等候　陪你做想做的無論什麼
我越來越像貝殼　怕心被人觸碰　你回來那就好了

能重來那就好了