seriously...it is still HURT!

today is my lunar month birthday...
i still recall my memory...

i used to force her to remember this day...

as i go visit her in this morning...

i found out...

my tear will still fall whenever i see her and think about her...

sometime i was thinking of looking someone for chit-chat...

but...not the right to chat with too...

when come out with friends, i choose for the happiness...

but not my emo expression...im still covering myself...
sometime all i need is just a hug...=P

i guess i make this blog alive...

just to for me to descried how i feel... 

at least a place to release my emotion...?!

some of u will still come back to this blog...

a big thanks to u all...i do mean it...

and u know who u are...=)

how are u? =)

I miss u so badly my dear...=(

是不是這樣的夜晚你才會這樣的想起我

"what if"

不勉强你再为了我

心不在留不留都是痛

我可以抱你吗 宝贝

容我最后一次这样叫你

你也不得已

我会笑笑地离去

sometime i was thinking...

what if 1 day, 

i forget about her smile...

what if,

i forget about her tears...

what if,

i forget about her hugs...

what if,

i forget about how good she been to me...

what if,

i forget about her sound...

what if, what if....

im still feeling so hard sometime,

when i look into something and it mind remind me of something,

or even recall some of the memory...

seriously, i really scare of "what if"

 从几时开始,我变得多愁善感... 

眼泪变得那么的浅... 

容易对些人事物,勾起你我两的回忆??? 

我讨厌寂寞的夜里... 

我怀念拥抱的感觉... 

我需要聆听的耳朵... 

 还记得 

你对我的最后的一句话竟然是... 

byebye!!! 

 有时想想,我还真的不甘心... 

 你放心...我会好好的. =)